Tuesday, December 29, 2009

in chastity

Well just got back in town and relocked for the next few weeks hope to enjoy somes special times too

Thursday, December 17, 2009

my pacemaker defibulator

Well had a doctors visit today about heart issue. His statement was im a good canidate for a pacemaker combo defibulator inplant.
While in still not having any particular real issues or problems. I get out of breath easily with serious exirtion. But i can tolerate it right now and im not so sure im ready for a little computer inside my chest.
Well the doctor said I could continue as I have with a fine tuned med regime. and he would check again next month to see if im inproving or loosing ground. I have been running on treadmill dayily and it seems to be getting a little better and a little longer each day.
Erections are nonexistant at this time and feel a bit disapointed about that but it beats pushing up flowers in the spring.

Saturday, December 12, 2009

heart problems

Well guess its one of the signs of aging i have aquired. Seems my heart out put is low. The word ejection fration seems to be the key word now.The heart output is based on nembers like 35 percent or 45 percent ejection fraction. Seems that mine is down to 25-30 percent and if i do streious activity i get winded quickly (much like sex) well also it causes less blood to flow out and erections are less sadly. Well hope to get my blood pump strenghened with changes in drugs and some physical activity.

Saturday, November 14, 2009

heart issues

hello
On thursday the 12th i got to experiance what medically is called a TEE .
The doctor put a small camara down my throat to check on my heart valve action.
Well on friday the 13 i got his results . Not what i hoped for . He said the valve action was sort of ok . But he cant explain the poor ejection fraction 30 percent .
So now on tuesday i get a necular stress test to see if the blood is properly feeding my heart muscle under physical work (treadmill) .
If i pass that i get to look toward a pacemaker to make heart properly contract and push the blood out. (oh joy)

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

life has changes

Hello to everyone . As some of you know i had a problem with a virus that attacked my heart muscle back in 2001. Its called cardiomyopthy. and we beleave it was from a teeth cleaning proceedure where the plaque that is remove from ones teeth enters the blood stream in very small amounts .
Well this microrginisum seedled in my heart muscle and deterioted it.
Then it slowly lessened the output or ejection fraction of my heart . This caused me to walk a short distance and be out of breath.
this was treated by a number of different meds i still am taking today.
Today i went to my heart doctor and remarked that i was getting out of breath occasionally . he did a echo cartiogram on me and says my heart valves are pooly fitting and may need replace or some new meds.
So on 11-12-09 im due for a transseophageal echocardiogram (TEE)
A small ?? device is placed down my throat and they will take pictures of my heart on the back side to deturmine what needs to be done.
so for now in unlocked and forbidden to handle myself unless its to attend normal shower or toilet functions

Friday, October 30, 2009

new chastity device

Hello to all the followers again. This time i think i have forund a good device that keeps my self abuse to a minimum and its not bad to wear.
The cb5000 seems to fit well and currently its keeping my play stopped except for some minor drippage its doing well for now . The others were not comfortable and always required special attention when sitting and standing . So in in for now gerry

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

leg surgery

Hello all had some right lower leg surgery lazer type work. Had some feel good stuff but was awake. Now the drugs are wearing off and it does hurt . Hope it doesnt get much worse . Not feeling very horney tonight at all.