Saturday, November 14, 2009

heart issues

hello
On thursday the 12th i got to experiance what medically is called a TEE .
The doctor put a small camara down my throat to check on my heart valve action.
Well on friday the 13 i got his results . Not what i hoped for . He said the valve action was sort of ok . But he cant explain the poor ejection fraction 30 percent .
So now on tuesday i get a necular stress test to see if the blood is properly feeding my heart muscle under physical work (treadmill) .
If i pass that i get to look toward a pacemaker to make heart properly contract and push the blood out. (oh joy)

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

life has changes

Hello to everyone . As some of you know i had a problem with a virus that attacked my heart muscle back in 2001. Its called cardiomyopthy. and we beleave it was from a teeth cleaning proceedure where the plaque that is remove from ones teeth enters the blood stream in very small amounts .
Well this microrginisum seedled in my heart muscle and deterioted it.
Then it slowly lessened the output or ejection fraction of my heart . This caused me to walk a short distance and be out of breath.
this was treated by a number of different meds i still am taking today.
Today i went to my heart doctor and remarked that i was getting out of breath occasionally . he did a echo cartiogram on me and says my heart valves are pooly fitting and may need replace or some new meds.
So on 11-12-09 im due for a transseophageal echocardiogram (TEE)
A small ?? device is placed down my throat and they will take pictures of my heart on the back side to deturmine what needs to be done.
so for now in unlocked and forbidden to handle myself unless its to attend normal shower or toilet functions

Friday, October 30, 2009

new chastity device

Hello to all the followers again. This time i think i have forund a good device that keeps my self abuse to a minimum and its not bad to wear.
The cb5000 seems to fit well and currently its keeping my play stopped except for some minor drippage its doing well for now . The others were not comfortable and always required special attention when sitting and standing . So in in for now gerry

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

leg surgery

Hello all had some right lower leg surgery lazer type work. Had some feel good stuff but was awake. Now the drugs are wearing off and it does hurt . Hope it doesnt get much worse . Not feeling very horney tonight at all.

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

short out of device time

Hello today im released from device i feel naked and alone right now. no erection just a quiet bliss that seems good. feel i will be needing to be relocked in about 7 hrs so for now all is good.no urges to attend and will be at work for 6 hrs at least.

Sunday, September 27, 2009

remain secure

This week has been somewhat tougher as the horneyness has increased .Still need to stay in control. things are rolling along its much cooler and ball sack is drawing up too.Do feel the chastity is much closer to my body lately also. Well got to expect some changes as weather starts to cool too.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Well things are relaxing somewhat . The plastic is much more tolerable since the weather has cooled some too. Do feel it in pants and always notice it when the excitement levels increase. Well that what its for also