It been a long hard winter in so many ways and realizing my situation is probably the better part . Am glad otheres are here to support and help me too. Things do carry on an i miss a lot of friends i made here too. Hope to blog more very soon .

restart

hello
I had a quick release on july 2 .and was very quickly relocked . well was 100 days locked that time. Now im back on the lock again and realy noticing it this time

the cb5000

After many weeks locked in now it finally started to adjust and realize its not so bad remaining locked and with out erections.
also seem to be improving with the heart meds and feeling better most of the time.
probably will get a clear sign to go back to work this thursday too

chastity devices

Hello all last night decided to go back to the cb3000 device as the 5000 is painful in the piercing area as it hangs on so much to that prince albert piercing . So the cb300 is back in place and it seems it going to be good for a while .

relocking today

It has been a while and do feel the need to become chaste for a period. So pulled out the cb5000 and quietly applyed it this morning . The spring urges are sometimes overpowering so just falling in love with my hand will not work for a while .

new device

Hello everyone actually got a release on the 14 of feb and was permitted penatration with wife.
Now the new device cb5000 is in full useage and it does hook ingto the 2 ga prince albert piercing very well. Cleaning is a bit tough but has a few good points as far as being less of a ball trap unit.
Well relocked and feeling good about it so will see how long it goes . The keyholder doesnt like to tell me when or how long i will remain locked its mre to her needs.

feb 10

Well its a dreary snowey febuary day and feel sort of stuck right now. Got to say things go on for now feeling horney and cant do much . guess this is how its going to be for a while .